THAT-LASTDANCE.

2010-09-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

HELLO. Hello. hello :-)
i'm offically closing down this space of mine.
as, i don't even have the time to blog, or what so ever.
so goodbye, with loves
XxXx.

2010-08-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

There's something I wanna share with all of you (:

A student ask a teacher, 'What is love?'
The teacher said, 'In order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.
The student went to the field, go through first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders, maybe there is a bigger one later.
Then he saw another bigger one, but again, maybe there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted!!!
So,he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, 'This is love, you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person.
"'What is marriage then?' the student asked.
The teacher said, 'In order to answer your question, go to the corn field & choose the biggest corn and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, andcome back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, 'This time you bring back a corn, you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.
This is marriage.'
So the student asked again, "Teacher, what is like when having affair after married?”
The teacher then said, 'In order to answer your question, go to the lime farm
And choose the most beautiful lime before you come back again.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.
So after having the experiences of going to the paddy field and corn field,the student started to wonder, "what if I try to bring back as many as I can. I will sure get the nicest one"
And so he did.
But before he could finish the whole farm, he had already having two handfuls of limes in his hand. With no choice, he returned back to the classroom. When the student is back, the teacher saw the numbers of limes in his hand, and the teacher smiles.
Having an affair when you are married. It is like the feeling when you are going to the lime farm.
After having girlfs/boyfs and a wife/husband, you realised that it would be better to have more and better one then regret.
All the women/man out there is seem nicer and prettier then your wife/husband.
And it is easier to choose then before.
Before you can finish the entire farm, your hands are filled.
When you try to eat them one by one, the taste is getting more and more sour.
Some of the lime are so sour that you cant take it.
The answer is...
"The numbers of lime you eat, is the numbers you wanted to try having affair, the taste when you start eating, it is what your marriage will be.
After asking so many questions, the student decided to ask one last question about relationship and marriage.
So he asked the teacher again...
Student say:" I would like to ask one last question before I go.
So what if ones is married but alone (MBA)"Teacher explained.
"If you have gone to a berry farm, choose and pick as many sweet berries as you can, when you are done, I will tell you what to do."
And so the student follows the instruction and did what he was told.
After having a handful of sweet and nice berry, the teacher instructed the student to keep all the berry which he had and filled it into a opened jar.
The student was told not to do anything about it for a week.
A week later....When the student returns and asked for the result of the berries he had, the teacher showed him the place where he had the berries kept.
The berry is begin to rot and ants crawling all over it.
The teacher said, for a sweetest marriage but without any care and love, it will start to rot.
No matter how sweet it is or how fresh it was, time still take control.
No matter how loving a couple used to be or how well they had get along, but after along time without showing any care and concern, the marriage will rot.
As the teacher was explaining, the student was looking at the ants crawling in and out of the jar.
The student asked again, so what is the ants about?
"Well, no matter how your berries will rots, there is still sweetness in them.
If you fail to find out how sweet they are, there are still many more predators outside preying at your berries."
The teacher added, "If you fail to take care of your own sweet, don’t blame others for taking it."

2010-07-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

blog is fucking dead. a short update will do (:
i miss ah fat. ): gonna ring him later, idiot much.
work and work and work, my eyes like anytime can shut and sleeps.
fuck. seriously. tired.

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力
明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了
自己多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

same script, different cast.

2010-07-11T20:28:00.003+08:00

you just gonna fuck yourself real hard ok! -'-

Saying ay-oh, gotta let go.

2010-07-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes

Saying AYO Gotta let go

I wanna celebrate and live my life

Saying AYO Baby, let's go.

i guess things are different from now; or should i say i'm actaully
just running away from reality? can someone just take a gun and shot me

in my head. am feeling damn down or rather hopeless when i didn't recevie your

text/ calls the whole day. i know, you might think that i treated you differently.

given you cold shoulder etc. not that i feel unconfortable all this. i'm alright you see.

maybe is just that i can't walk out that door that you've open for me.

i feel hopeless, suffocated. i'm sorry if i've neglect you.

XxX

If love was a fairytale, you'd be my prince

2010-07-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

when i try to move on.

2010-07-02T10:06:00.002+08:00

1/7- Yew tee > Orchard > Tpy > Boyf's place > Home.

went over to yew tee meet darl and headed to have lunch first.
smoke then headed to orchard. heavy rain >: luckily darl brought her umbrealla out.

shop , brought things, walk around and dinner. after that headed down to tpy.

help darl look for the optical shop. brought lens and her friends came over to meet awhile.

left for boyf's place awhile then home with darl.

i'm going for work soon, urg! bye.

when i try to move on, there's always something prevent me from doing so;

whisper into my ear.

You know my name, not my story.

2010-06-29T10:41:00.002+08:00

"cause you just got to face the reality"

went over to cdens {?} for 4'telented one class chalet after work.

i fucking miss you all la! >: meet all my lovable mates and co. ♥
&& why does the tiger beer taste like plain water one ah?! :/
play games awhile and i leave.
i'm fucking shag with work, going insane soooooooooooonnnnnn ):
"with me or without me"? heh. (;

29th, ♥

bitter heart.

2010-06-25T09:04:00.003+08:00

went to sentosa with clique yesterday, half or one quater of them were there.

didn't had much fun, but still get to enjoy till i've got sunburn, ):

seriously, i don't know what to blog about again, just random.

okay, got to get going now. bye (:

Chan Rak Thur, to the heart that lies. XxX

losing the end.

2010-06-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

"i couldn't hold on any longer."
been working like an workaholic, mad tired.
how i wish i was still schooling, get to enjoy much fun out there.
but i'm fucking stuck with work, yea. fml.
--- i gonna miss you this 4 days ):.
love and misses, XxX -

2010-06-11T22:42:00.005+08:00

"That drama, I don't want it anymore"

watched karate kid yesterday, (Y) thumbs up*

i'm tired of every single shyt, i wanna go outttttttt.

2010-06-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

A bestfriend is just like a sweater,
it keeps you warm with an weird sense of security through cold weathers.
It doesnt have to be Gucci,
it doesnt have to make you pretty,
even if it's just plain and boring,
you know it is adoring.
Never take it for granted even though it's never wanted,
by people who sneered down on it with wriggled noses,
but you know they are just a bunch of losers.

A boyfriend is like an old pair of jeans, for the one you are serious to at least.
It makes you feel good in your own skin, although he is at times mean.
Not all the time though,
just a little so,
when at times you just want to be a different you,
but it doesnt allow you to.
Sometimes it thinks too highly of itself,
thinking it could be in place of something else,
you wouldnt wear it all the time,
because you want to give flirty dresses a try.
Maybe you won't think it can,
but at the end of the day he is still the one holding your hand,
it doesnt care if it goes well with your top nor your shoes,
because all he wants is to be with you.

Flirty dresses are like one night stands,
they come and go, not bothering to even say when.
They are like your Channel, Prada, D&G,
gaining compliments from others for that instance of glee
then they, HAHA leave you with HIV.

Flings are like forgotten stock, ransacked, tried but never bought.
Because they are either branded replications that were created out of desperation,
or clothes of the wrong size,
which we would then just turn a blind eye.
Friends are like your loosefitting dresses,
on days you wear them when you feel nothing but fatness.
They hide your impurities,
and you are grateful for their doings,
but you know they are not the best for you,
as on other days you'd want to flaunt what you have in you.

Your family is like your underwear,
you wouldnt wear any of the above with them being there.
But if you do and confess, you're just a damn weird ass.
They support you in silence,
but you blame them for being a hindrance.
They never blamed or minded being uncredited,
but they just want to feel they are appreciated.
They might not be the trendiest things around,
compared to your dresses, tops and fancy gowns.

2010-05-27T20:24:00.002+08:00

went to farmway 2 with ladies early in the morning.
walk around looking at those puppies, effing cute ttm la *insert millions hearts. (Y)
went off very early as the weather is so god damn hot.
alright, shall end off here, byeeeeeeeee.

chapter 20

2010-05-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

i guess i won't be blogging often. might or might not private it.

so keep your tag rolling in alright, :D
Love'ya all, XxXx

i'm always here and forever. ♥

2010-05-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

i'm tired, tired of everything.
i'll put a fullstop to end everything.

I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get.
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man.
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?
You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself.
So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man.
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I.
I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's to soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why.
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I

2010-05-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

"Life is filled with happiness, sadness, tears, smiles, laughter and other emotions but when life gets you down, just be strong about it and keep your head up high and have faith in all things in life. Always remember: God is at your side, always."

hello earth! happy mother day to all the mom on earth. (:
including teacher irene, you are like a mom to us too.
we love you *insert hearts ♥.

Forget his name, forget his face.
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace.
Forget the love that once came true.
Remember now there's someone new.
Forget the love that you once shared.
Forget the face that had once cared.
Forget the time you spent together.
Remember now he's gone forever.
Forget you cried the whole night through.
Forget him when they play your song.
Forget how close you two once were.
Remember now he's chosen her.
Forget you memorized his walk.
Forget the way he used to talk.
Forget the times he was mad.
Remember he's happy instead of sad.
Forget his teasing, gentle ways.
Forget you saw him everyday.
Forget he made your dreams come true.
Remember now she loves him too.
Forget the thrill when he walked by.
Forget him when he made you cry.
Forget the way he spoke your name.
Remember now he's not the same.
Forget the way he said he loved you.
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you.
Forget all those nights when he held you tight.
Remember now he holds her tonight.
Forget all those sunny days.
Forget all those poems he made.
Forget those times through good and bad.
Remember he said he'd never make you sad.
Forget the games he played with you.
Forget the times he stayed with you.
Forget those cold, cold nights.
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight.
Forget the way he looked at you.
Forget you kissed the whole night through.
Forget all you dreams came true.
Remember... that he doesn't love you.

2010-05-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

Watch me walk away without a fight..

2010-05-03T22:00:00.005+08:00

everyone seems to leave one by one, sooner or later i guess no one will stay.
fuck, i feel very unstable now. i feel like quitting too.
i think i'll just fucking get my cert then quit. everything is just a waste of time.
i've lost the interest in beauty alr & the feeling is somehow not right :/
urg! fml. oh well, i'm waiting for the 4G iphone. gahhhhhh.
-how long wound you stay?-

"Never will i dare to think of the future,

because i knew you wouldn't stay for long.

Never did i stop thinking of you,

because i'm missing you like i always do..."

2010-04-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

"Love is the game, sex is the name. Forget the name and play the game."

No words to describe my feeling now, one word tired.
blog's dead, no one including me is going to bother it too.
so for the past few weeks or days, i'm being working or either studying.
i just can't be bother those things happen around me.
okay, update soon. bye!
shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

I feel so much like running away from youuuuuuuuu!

2010-04-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

"cause i don't need ~~sweet~~ talks."

Hello earth! blog is really damn fugging dead :/ shall update more when i
got the time. heh.

2 -6 /4
Work and school like boring only, tsk. too bad. can't blame anyone. >:

7/4-
Went out meet to meet clique :> at first only afew people came.
headed to cine to settle our lunch and the rest came.
plan to watch movie. but some want some don't want. headed out to discuss.
wanted to go for window shopping at ION. but guys don't want.
then someone suggested to go kbox. eileen call up her friend.
3 of us went to far east to find her. along the way, alicia was being super funny
i swaer, under the hot sun make us laugh like fuck only. LOL!
still the same, funny. hahahaha! took the things and meet the rest.
sing, sang, sung. there's picture and video but haven't got yet.
after everything bus home with clique and everyone was tired.

8-11/4-
work, alomost the whole day picking up calls, due to roadshow :/

12-13/4-
Simei ite, damn lots of people as they have already school re-open.
didn't have a poper lunch, had finger foods for the pathetic 2 days.

14-16/4-
stay at home on the wednesday at work as usual.
ok, bye and sorry for the wordy post :/

i'll miss you, >:

2010-04-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

"Girl: What’s the first thing you notice when you look at another girl?
Boy: That she's not you."

hello earth, april fools everyone! heh.
okay, don't feel like going on hiatus already. HAHAHA.
but i still don't know what to blog about.
school as usual, boring. did medicure, pedicure and facial.
and i realise alot of customer coming in for medi and pedi, wtheck.
i think i should end here, got no idea what to continue.
baizxzxczxzx! :D

beautiful girls, all over the world.

2010-03-31T10:41:00.000+08:00

"i'll never be the same, if we ever meet again."

Just a s.h.o.r.t update, because i really don't know to update.
maybe will be going for short hiatus. idk.
ok, byeeeeeeeeee! xXxX

somehow, i'm afraid to. i just don't know why.
had this fugging feeling, it just sucks.
things just don't really turn well for me.
just hope and pray for the best,
i know i'm strong enough to walk thru this, with my
supportive pillars around me.

2010-03-28T10:19:00.007+08:00

"Once you get what you want,You've got something to lose "

21 - 22 /3 -
Went to simei ite for theory and practical. super tired :/

24/3-
off and that ken keep calling me, asking me to meet them.
So prepare myself and meet them at JP, went to slack outside coffee bean.
i was nearly bored to death, used zi hao's iPhone. went on facebook & blog.
i swear that chak chak was really damn cock. keep on disturbing bangala.
and i was laughing like mad, wtfuck. he totally cannot.make.it la.
slack and talk for awhile, meet jun kit and his friend at kopitam.
and awhile i left, meet brother at interchange and home together.

25/3-
Went back to school, i swear it was the most hilarious one during lunch break!!!
you know i know. HAHAHAHAHA!!! "all come see her shoe"
heh. home after school.

26 - 28 /3-
work like nobody business. freaking bored and tired ):
okay, i should end here now, should get going off! byeeeeeeee.
Finding another you in another person, >:
can't get over you, sigh.....

Because, i don't need you.

2010-03-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

"Don't take life too serious. You'll never escape it alive anyway."

I'M TIRED! ): i need a longggggggggggggggggggggggg break.
i think i gonna break down soon. it just sucks hardcore.
&& YOU sucks ttm too. you're in fucking agonizing, i bet you don't know.
you just fuck off from my life ok. i don't need your judgement.
your w.ever fucking shyt dosent concern me understand?

Cause, i don't think bitch know anything.

2010-03-17T19:12:00.000+08:00

"Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one is watching."

I LOVE BROWN AND BLUE EYES! >:D
Heh, just came back from shoppingggggggggggggggggg! :D
happy ttm, well meet honey and her sist. went to JP, ate and things.
brought leashes and things, then went to look around for heels.
but non of them caught my eyes. so decided to go anna nucci {?}
after that, headed off to meet T.Wei ling!
that stupid girl so long didn't meet her already, went her house slack
and talk alot (: headed home after that. i'm totally shag.
tomorrow have to wake up early againnnnnn, and school. -.-
ok, bye!

there's someone out there, who like second hand jerks. ofmg!

LOVE BOND

2010-03-15T21:28:00.001+08:00

hey earth, i'm back for little update! :>
i think i'm breaking down soon, awhhh. ): && i think ite just sucks :/
because when ever i'm there, me and some friends will keep wanted to shyt.
i just don't know why ah, everytime after lunch. tsk! :@
today slept in class for 1 hours, happy but don't like the table.
not comfortable enough. and i'm always awake by the surrounding noise. ):< what the heck, worst still today got class test. didn't even study or look throught
the paper confirm cmi la. ass, tml still need go back again for practical.
and maybe tml watching "being human" with classmates.
ok, i should end here nowwwwwwwwwwww :D

someone once told me.

2010-03-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

blog look so so dead. i've been real busy because of work.
i felt it just sucks. ok, w.ever it is i still enjoy it.
went to simei ite yesterday, totally shag! i only get to sleep for the pathetic 20 mins.
and teacher wake me up. >:( went home straight after school as i've no more strength
to go for window shopping or w.ever it is. and i'm off on very tuesday. teehee, song bo!
&& i've decide to cut my hair to bob :/ i'm fuckind damn lazy to bun up hair everyday.
manager every mroning will say my hair look messy. and i've to re-tie my hair for don't know how many times. so sick.

sometimes, i still wonder.

silently

2010-03-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

getting sick and tired. i wonder why sometime i can't voice out.
is this the best way to be kept in the dark? or rather heard the un-true part of the story?
will be back for update soon!

Boomz.

2010-02-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

"letting off..."

21/2 - meet my girls at jurong point and off to safra and we went for K.

sing, sang and sung till around 7 plus. i did really enjoy that day with my girls (:

heh, plus that stupid Kbox captain keep coming inside and disturb us. Tsk!

irratating lor, wth. after that went to newton there eat with pam's sist and her husband.
pretty funny and fun. after that they drove me back home.

22/2- simei ite for theory lesson, damn fucking tired. sleep during lesson.

blah blah till 6. headed home after that, saw mr andy inside the train.

talk cock with him then alight at dover. and i think i saw WK inside the mrt in the morning.

blah w.ever.

/-23/2 - 26/2 - as usual. school. leaving school soon, but still i can't bear to leave the place,

although there are bad and good time we had together, this is the last of the week we'll be staying at school.

well, some was being hypocrites, what's the point? leaving soon, then you started to cherish?

i know la, this humans nature what. but i felt disgusted by your action. forget it.

what has been done already done, forgive and forget that's the best way, i think.

oh ya, so long didn't step into sentosa already ): i wanna go suntan!! but work crop up.

my gawd. ok, shall end here! byeeeeeeeee-eeeeeeee :>

This is the last chance.

Promises

2010-02-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with heartbreaker chicks?

I fucking want faster go to branch sial. i can't stand inside the school anymore.conflicts & conflicts, some brainless bitchs/dogs talk without sense. alright, enough of this uncivilised barbarian yp fucking bitch.
I'M TIRED! ):

Closer.

2010-02-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

"it doesnt mean anything

now that you're gone"

Ok, so just roughly type what i've been done for this past few days/weeks.

7 feb, went to meet pam and peiling for movie, watched My ex. Thumbs up (;

fucking scary but nice. worth watching! rate it 4/5

after movie, went walking around plan to look for my bag.

but it seems nothing caught my eyes. ate and home after that.

8 feb, woke up f.early, prepare and stuff. but in the end still late, while waiting for others.

reached simei ite, had theory and stuff. almost fall asleep :/ had break and so on.

hsh at 6 tired ):

9 - 12 feb, school. daily routine as usual.

14 feb, temple> mummy's side> home> Grandma's house> home.

/15 feb, whole day at uncle house (daddy's side) >home.

oh yeahs, next sunday i'm free, :D mummy say i can enjoy a day out.

those who wanna date me must be quick k. :B

i'm really running out of breath soon, can't you just understanding me.

all along, you're the one that making me piss off. eilms ot em ginksa.

forget it, you won't know it too. dumb fuck!

Baby J, you're idiot! finally seeing you. crazy ass as uaual. :>

that's the way.

Body Langauge/

2010-02-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

Happy new year and happy valentine day to all :-D
ok basically, i've got no time to update my blog. so yeahs.
short update before i turn in.
i just don't find this year new year or valentine any interesting.
wake up damn early, mummy fetch me to pam's house doing somethings.
train to meet diona after that cab to school. yea, late again.
like forever. tsk! didn't really do much things, had a mini party at school.
but before that,everyone who clean the table, mood was so fuck up.
awhile, ate and games. then train to red hill off to granny house.
sleep awhile, dinner and home. will update when i get back :-)
XOXO

Baby J, i've missing you like 123456789 years
since i started my school. i didn't really get to see you! )-:
where have you been, better don't play punk with me ok.
ily.

Tick tok

2010-02-07T11:33:00.000+08:00

School was boringggggggg yesterday, teacher didn't came again.
didn't really do much thing, ended class at 7 plus. train down to bugis
brought things, ate and shop. meet JK and ZH. HAHAHA! song bo, huat ah.
HAHAHAHA! okok, maintain ah.
i seems to be so restless when i meet them, aiyo.
so shag, i only got 1 day to rest. 6 days to study and work.
pathetic much. maybe heading out again to meet my bitch again.
yesterday she was being a bitch, she keep asking both of them to wave at the retarded
way to me. tsk!
ok. i shall get going now. Bye.

fml, i can't really do what i want now.
club and drink drank drunk.
move, shake and drop.

Do you remember

2010-02-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

My mood recently went up and down. Plus i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
i'm just so tired. i know i'm strong enough to walk through this.
but sometimes things just don't go on my way. just fuck it.
damn, i'm posted to the imm branch on the march. free come find me ok.
HAH! w.ever. ok so how's your day? i love thursday night! :D
am fucking into this song, Do you remember.
ahh, fuck. tml still need to work. >:
/seriously, i dislike you even more now! you shoud fuck yourself and die ok.
com'on bitch, don't be so childish k. you know you just suck hard core.
enduring with your retarded way, all this. i'm enough.
you shouldn't even step into my life, k. i'll never give you a damn shyt about it.

I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again
There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories
Do you remember.

Boom Boom pow

2010-01-31T11:05:00.000+08:00

"Some people want it all"

I'm back for a little update as i've say early on the pervious post yea.
so basically, somesot of studying/working at jean yip academy.
is just so tiring but fun. will be posted to the branch soon.
well, means lesser time for me to enjoy. can't maintain what ever thing now.
D: guess we will be drifting alot. 1 year is it long or short? idk.
but i know after 1 year i'll be free man! HAHAHAHA!
crap ._. tml still have to go simei ite for the theory things,
guess i'll sleeping inside the class. ahh. w.ever.

no one say it was to be easy.

on and on.

2010-01-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

It's been days since i last posted. Well, i'm really damn busy.
because i'm taking traineeship at jean yip now. Half study and half working.
&& plus the place is like super far, eunos there. keep travel back and fro like
siao eh and very tiring also. HAHAHA! if you got time, you can also drop by to say hello
to me :> i'm crazy, i know. heh. Yeap, met new friends and things. seriously some look
fucking familiar la. Lol. i swear. hahah, w.ever.
ok, i should get to my bed now. tml still have to wake up damn early. >:
i'll update everything when i got the time. bye! miss me ok. (:
DO TAG MORE OK? (; i'll love you much much :D

keep me busy, maybe i won't think much. urg!
haha, fuck you.

all or nothing

2010-01-23T10:40:00.004+08:00

"someday or somehow,
i should let it go."

headed to bugis yesterday with mummy, baobei plus 3 others mummy friend.
well, brought all the thing i want, just in a shot. gawd! i spent about hundred plus just in a day.
but still wanna thanks mummy (L) you!!! :-*
was not really in the mood while settling my dinner and idk why.
fuck pms, -'- walk around then cab back home with mummy. damn tired.
ok, i've decided to take up traineeship.

edit-ed, \m/ i fucking like this blog, http://borntobeyourtaoeh.blogspot.com
heh, laugh damn hard manxzxz! damn funny la! :D

/-i don't wanna let go,
but is already pointless.
is you the one who cause it,
JTCK, you're not sorry.

Tonight

2010-01-21T10:34:00.002+08:00

"I remember the times we spent together
on those drives"

Meet up with my girls at jurong point yesterday.

actually was planning to look for jobs but instead we was like going shopping lor.

tsk, went to kfc settle our lunch first. chance upon wei hao, (:

then headed to bega to look for weiling.
she's damn funny la, when her expression look at this little girl.
that little still smile at her, aiyo. HAHA. then we went walking around.

they plan to watch Daybreaker. but i couldn't, as i've things crop up.

tsk! somemore is i wanted to watch Daybreaker for long. ass!

well, never mind. i still have some other day :>

went to cotton on again, brought things. headed to some where near the library there.

ate and snap, not really alot. after that rush back home.

gosh, i've alot of things to buy && i want to go sentosa! ):

ok la, shall stop here, bai baixzxzzc! :D

em gniwollof si elpoep taht tlef i wohemos.

What hurt the most, was being so close.

drifting apart.

2010-01-20T10:11:00.000+08:00

18/1-
Firstly, i wanna wish peiying'babe,
Happy sweet 16 birthday to you :D
as, i've send out my wishes to you.
ok, went out to dover hq again, as pam wanna apply for her course.
so meet my ladies at inter and train down to dover.
reached there, that guy was super lazy la. didn't feel like entertaining us.
so after taking a piece of paper and we left. we went to town,
went to look for peiling at her work place & i dislike this aunite at the work place over there.
shall not eleborate much about the auntie la. while waited for her to knock off,
we went up to settle our lunch. was damn f.hungry. headed back to accompany her
for awhile and we went walk around, went to check for the KTV price and so on.
we meet peiling at hob nob after that. ate and things left and train home after that.
was damn crap inside the train. reached home, phone with idiot awhile K-o.

19/1-
didn't went out, but follow mummy to central to get my hair done, :>
re-dye plus treatment my hair, feel so tired after doing my hair.
tsk.
/-maybe going for jobs hunting. okay, i'm lazy to type now.
bye.

/was on the phone with you last night & i really got no idea whatthehell
you're talking about, i'd know you went to drink again with your friend,
you can lie to others but not from me,
you cry over on the phone last night,
idiot , always remember i'm here for you and be there for you, k?
i love you much much more, (L)
i know you aren't going fall easily, there's better girls out there for you.
:>

struggling

2010-01-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

There's nothing else i can say;

he ate my heart away.

Alright, so moring wake up prepare, ate and use comp awhile,
then make up off to meet my ladies, we went to SP first,
as peiling wanna know more about the courses there,
after that, was complaining that i'm hungry so look around,
went to clementi there to settle our lunch, then train down to simei ite there.
opt for the beauty course already then train down to somerset.

went to 313, walk around then to washroom.

do some touching up then left as peiling wanted go for her traning session already,

but before we leave, went in green house cafe.

i like the atmosphere over there, especially the swing chair!!!

omg, lovin' it man!! hehehe :>

left the place, plan to walk over to orchard,

but it was rainning, so no choices train for the pathetic one stop.

waited there, as we're meeting pam's friend.

then peiling left for her trainning.

awhile, they came. i swear they were damn funny.

or should i say a bunch of jokers? they're so fucking gay.
keep wanna kiss each other and still went inside that bra house
and look at the bra ._. whatthehell. LOL!
after that, had a heart 2 heart talk with this guy, jimmy.
if i'm not wrong. yea, r/s problem, tsk tsk! then went to have kfc for dinner.
waited for weiling to came and peiling to ended her trainning.
went shopping with the 3 guys first, then left after both of them reached.
rush over to cine, plan to watch alvin and the chipmunks. but sold out.
tsk! then we watch vampire show? not bad. but the ending sucks ttm.

casue it was like no ending? movie ended at 11.30, went outside cine

slack while waiting for weiling's dad to fetch us home.

i saw steven! omg, he was with his friend like at there dancing with the music,

as he think is clubbing or what.

i-don't-what-the-hell he was dancing, cause it look damn retarded :/

awhile, her dad came, and home. i feel so tired. i sleep the whole afternoon.

power not, tsk!

i don't want to know anything from you anymore,

i don't want to hear anything from you anymore,

i just don't wish to know or rather heard the truth.

even it is just a lie, just tell me what i need to know,

but not from you. i've given up, tired.

contiune with your rubbish, do what ever you want,

i don't need your concern anymore, seriously.

have you ever spare a thought for me?

you don't understand at all, i had enough of it, really enough.

i don't wanna say anymore, some words should be left unsaid....

i'm sorry....

jimmy choo's.

2010-01-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

i don't feel any better too.
i don't know should i laugh or should i cry.

well, morning mummy had keep bugging me go apply course -.-
and yeahs, she did call up that clementi ite and ask things.
so was asked to go down dover hq there, went there...
quite a number of people, so waited for my turn.
and i apply for the april intake course,
should i take traineeship up rather then study?
but traineeship uses contract. yeahs, there's advantage and disadvantage la.
uhmmm, i'm still considering. it give me 2 big head man! omg, fml.
after that, headed back pionner there and eat. then bus home,
awhile later out again, went to mummy's friend house there.
as she's helping me with things, then home again.
fuck, i feel so busy this week, omg. when can have a real good rest.
i should end here, maybe tml out again. hell ya'

sist love! HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY to you! :D
yea, yesterday was your birthday.
grow one year older then us le hor, heh.
anyway, always remember that sheena is here for you!
stay cheerful and happy alright, love you!

/-you, you, you, YOU!
Do you know, i dislike you?
Do you know, you are like some irratating fuckard?
Do you know, i hate the way you are?
Do you know, everything you do, is just an eye sore to me?
Do you know, you are behaving like a pubor?
Do you know, you can just fuck off like that?
Do you know, i feel like slapping that fuck face of yours?
Do you know, i feel like cursing you?
Do you know, YOU ARE NOT EVEN WORTH?!
Do you know, you are just so bhb?
HAHAHA! ignore me, just randomly type out this crap.
&& you think that i meant you, then let be it.

Touch my hand & say goodbye.

Heartless

2010-01-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

am feeling much better already! (Y)
geexzxcz, well just that sore throat is irratating only la.
heh, yesterday didn't went out, rest at home watched hi my sweetheart.
/today, wake up early> prepare stuff> ate breakfast> make up.
then faster rush down bus stop to meet pei lin.
then meet pam at pionner there, train down to orchard.
then went up pei lin class there. ask something then walk around,
wait-ed for peiling to reach. walk around again, then to hobnob.
eat and slack, around orchard train bus after that.
well, stop here as i wanna watch hi my sweetheart! :D
bai baicxzc!
-loof tseggib dlorw eht m'i taht tlef i.
whatthefuck is this, seil dna seil.
now am not gonna give a damn fuck care.
zzz, shyt you! __
carry on, i don't give a damn to it alright!
cos it had NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.

Baby, I'm surrounded by your embrace!

Touch by an angel

2010-01-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday woke up damn gawd early, bathe and prepare.
mummy drove me to jurong point to meet my ladies.
awhile everyone came. walk to the damn bloody new school.
set up things and so on. walk and play around.
laughing at our own jokes. damn retarded. tsk!
asking/pulling the sec 1 to our booth. skip skip.
went up GB room change then off to Jp brought things
and off to ngee ann poly as weiling and peiling wanna see their course.
mad gwad, that school was fucking big almost got lost -.-
walk around then off to Sp. see around slack awhile headed back to jp.
accompany weiling to singtel shop, she got her new phone.
then her mummy treat us eat. headed home after that.
/-and i'm so sick right now. sore throat is irratating me.
i should keep it short niaoooooooo. gosh, i feel terrible. ):

give me time, give both of us a way.
i pray.

Sacrifice.

2010-01-08T12:53:00.001+08:00

you should gone for good.

good girl gone bad.

Because it ended here and now

2010-01-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

Wake up at 6.45 am. mad damn gawd early today! Prepare stuff and make up.
Daddy drove me to find my ladies before he heading to work.
mac breakfast and bus to clementi ite for the interview.
wait-ed for so long. And i don't know i can make it not.
urg! suddenly, i've no interest in studies. ); omg!
i'll ruin my own life in my hand, bloody hell.
i don't wanna be so lifeless. shyt everything.
daddy ask me to take outside course. sigh...
Well, after that train over to jurong point.
did some shopping, brought 2 tops from cotton on. lovin' it!!! :D
heh, walk around as peiling wanna jobs.
then brought some food went weiling's house did some cooking,
ate and play. mad fun! really enjoy myself with my ladies today.
thanks girls for everything today. heh :>
oh ya.. "wei ling and pei ling, Goodluck for your monday O level result,
alright! Me love die you both uh (smoochies) :> see you girls this sat."

Something are not meant to be,
so no point clinging on right.

Throw back this love.

2010-01-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

i don't see a point of going on..
bloody shyt, people are starting school.
and i'm here waiting for the re-applying result.
;duh. and i should get my ass off and work soon if i can't get any. -'-
just can't spent my days rotting at home. geecxzcx.
spent my days at home watching , hi my sweetheart. i love his cute
mushroom hair! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
ok, i should end hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, :>

there she go.

My bloody valentine.

2009-12-31T12:54:00.001+08:00

school will be starting soon and i've to wait for the re-applying result.
fuck the wall manxzxzxz, have to wait fucking long. tsk!
anyway, let's go partaye and welcome this new years.
HAHA! ok. i'm going off niaoooooo. bye.
tag more la, or i'll kill you. HAHAHAHA!

i've failed to be in your eyes.

Live free or die hard

2009-12-30T13:00:00.002+08:00

oh, i'm so damn lazy to update my blog.
heh, pardon me uh.
so let me recall what i've done these few days.
27/12-
didn't really went out, nua at home.

28/12-
went over to pam house. awhile after that peiling came up too.
after that, headed over to jurong point as peiling wanna
get her job. then train over to clementi ite,
go settle something. i swear those teachers over there.
suck ttm ok. damn. wth. then train over to JE.
went imm had pepper lunch for dinnerrrrrrrrrr! :D
walk and play around. got one fucking bangala smile and fucking say hello to me.
whatthefuck. then i train home.
both biatch of mine, went over to JP continue looking for their jobs.
/-i am gonna rot at home already, tsk!
am so fucking broke, plus mummy don't let me out.
kns sial. tsk tsk :@
oh ya, 2010 is coming! i wish for a better year ahead,
cos this year sucks ttm :>

fyi, you're not better then me anyway.
so shutthefuckup and fuck off.
pathethic bunch of kiddos. :/

once bitten twice shy.

2009-12-26T12:25:00.000+08:00

24/12-
went out with zi hao, wei an, khai chee and bernard.
meet them at JP inter but i was late sorry guys. heh.
went in jurong point see first. alot of people was queuing up.
so headed to west mall to check, end up also alot of people.
tsk tsk! so drop the idea, went in arcade.
they play awhile, then headed to bukit batok that side
to pool. but i left at 6. hahaha, anyway thanks zihao uh.
for accompany down to wave cab. LOL.
&& this few days, money fly fucking fast.
keep cab here and there, shop here and there.
tsk tsk! pathetic. >:

25/12
i spent my christmas with my familyyyyyyyy ~
heh, went to suntec to have lunch, shop and dinner.
am fucking happy. hehe. brought myself a num slipper :D
after that, rush back home as i'm meeting my ladies.
it's been weeks that i didn't meet them. yes, i was late again. tsk.
well, right after that, headed to safra jurong kbox.
mad fun! was damn high la. until so those guys keep peek in to see what we doing.
cause we're damn loud, had real much fun inside there.
but i left early didn't join them. never mind, we still have next time right :D
/-&& today is brother brithday!
happy brithday stupid brother :>
ok, bye!

the only voice i could heard.

i'll walk alone, cry alone.

2009-12-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

okay, so tml is christmas's eve!
yayyyyyyyy! heh :>
so tml i'm gonna watch chipmunks movie. hehe! :B
i don't care uh. must accompany me hor. as you said so.
HAHAHAGAGA!
ok, yesterday didn't join clique for sheesha.
sorry uh. next outing uh :D
so short post for today.

cherry cherry boom boom.

2009-12-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

i just pop some chocolate inside my mouth. HAHAHA!
like nice only uh, :>
okay, idk later going out with clique to sheesha or pool.
heh, :B
ok, i should end here nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
bye :}

last time.

Meet me halfway

2009-12-21T11:47:00.001+08:00

friday, take back result.

after that, accompany pam do go her phone.

bus home after that.

&& thanks, brother and sister for cheering me up.

thanks junior too and pam.

and not forgetting little agnus for that rose. heh (:

me love you all uh.

sat, didn't really go anyway. someone asked me watch movie

tsk! hahaha, beer or vodka. HEH :B

sun, i ate alot of snacks uh. tsk! gonna put on alot of weight already.

TSK! :@ HAHA! anyway, mummy bring me go grandma house.

sleep there awhile, then home.

/-someone ask me to write about her,

and ya, seriously idk what to write.

uhmmms. anyway, i should thanks god

for giving me sucha good/best sister.

thanks for being there when i need someone.

haaha. aye, pamela idk what to write already leh.

LOL, a few sentence also can la, ok.

hahaha.

&& lastly i miss everyone in 4'talented 1.

remember all those

laughters, tears, jokes, talks, songs, troubles and lots more.

remember, mrs neo the way she talk, whole class start to

follow the way she talk.

mr ng, that mr frog, talk until so fast.

i still remember when we play hide and seek in school.

HAHAHA! mad fun.

and the grad' night all this. yes, 4 years in jurongville, lots of memories.

loves and misses. just wish that moment would stop.

REPLAYYYYYYYY~

okay, i don't know what the hell i'm talking.

bye. i'm off to work naooooooooooooo.

christmas coming, wooots! :D

why is it ending up this way?

2009-12-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

gosh! later gonna take back result.
ya right, what's the point if worrying now.
anyways, thanks for those people who msg me.
tyvm! :D
&& wish those people who are taking back their result.
all the best! :D
bye!

you left unsaid.

un et seulement.

2009-12-17T09:44:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, prepare make up and so on.
ate breakfast and off to meet alicia and weian at JP inter.
walk around, brought things. then train to east coast.
reached there, we walk fcuking long, duh. From carpark D to B.
was rainning, like spoiler only la. tsk tsk.
after that, headed to KFC as i'm hungry.
ate, and do something. after awhile, headed back.
BBQ and rent bicycle. play indian poker and drank.
around 1 plus, went for midnight cycle.
ecp > changi village > ecp. we took total about 5 hours.
butt really damn hurt. tsk!
went changi village see "ahgua". LOL.
then this both freak me out la. (N).
one of them stand up and shout shout.
ask people not to shout, ownself at there still shout so loud.
W.T.F!
so went back to ecp in the morning.
return bicycle and accompany alicia to wait for her ic.
as the shop open at 9. so went to mac and sleep.
till 8.57 like that, headed back take her ic,
then me, wei an, kai le. take cab home, the rest took bus.
alight at wei an's house bus stop there, took bus
cause some idiot la. HAHA! after that, bus home.
wash up, K-o.

fuck, tml take back result. tsk.
m' gonna cry my lungs out la! );

everything changed.

votre présence est tout ce que j'ai besoin de

2009-12-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY EW.LIYUN! (:
gonna see you laterrrrrrrrrr! :D heh.
okay, gottogo to meet my lovelies (L)
bye & much love. :>

you're not perfect in anyone eyes
but you're too perfect for me,
if the whole world betray you ,
i will stand behind you and betray the whole world!
xXx

Second Time Around

2009-12-13T18:28:00.003+08:00

(12-12)

photo will be up, if i get them from t.weiling.

faster send me uh. (:

Brother went to KL already, the whole house was so

quite ):

Yesterday was GB farewell party for us senior.

Was not really that fun that i expected.

so, morning wake up, wash up and ate breakfast.

then mummy ask me watch this damn fucking gross show,

somehow a ghost movie uh. then make up and so on.

bus to pam's house first to meet the rest.

follow by zj and my two lovely biatch.

i miss my fucking biatch ttm la!

so long didn't really have a great time together

like how we used to already.

them pam and me help them to do a make over or something la.

HAHAHA! helping them make up do their hair.

then pam's sist drove us to school there.

reached saw them, then got bus drove us to pasir ris park.

skip skip. reach there, play around.

around 4 plus, they start bbq already.

blahblah, after everything, cab to pasir ris mrt.

plan to go orchard but somehow drop the idea of it.

so train to bugis. was looking for my slipper, but non of them

catches my eyes. so walk around, headed to iluma arcade.

and i saw wei siong{?} and his co there. HAHA!

then blahblah. left the place as pam wanna buy her helium balloon.

LOL, slack awhile train home.

inside the mrt chat alot. heh.

afterthat, bus home. k-oed right after i wash up.

tsk tsk.

/-today, was waken up by mummy, tsk!

prepare and daddy drove us to orchard.

brought what i want already. teehee :D

walk around, then train to bugis with mummy.

brought things went to look for daddy,

had lunch together and off to JP.

walk around and home!

the weather is so warm~

can't stand it, omfg. tsk tsk. :@

ok, i'll stop here niaozxzxz.

bai!

/-well i know i always very rude to you sometimes

or rather most of the times?

sometimes you're unreasonable. you often nag at us.
maybe in other way, we don't like this.
so, we'll start to give each other black face.
in the end, we still forgive and forget.
but truly in your heart, you still love us.

i know you meant us well.

you're sometimes a friend to me, that i can share out

my feelings to. you also gave me some advice

on how to handle them.

you also shared your past to me too. (:

today that prices was super damn fucking expensive.

but still without any hesitation you brought that for me.

and i wonder why? i didn't ask, but my mind was like,

that one so expensive, is over your limit. why you still buy.

maybe you express your love to us in other way.

but still, i'll always be that little good girl you wanna me to be.

you may not see this but i just wanna tell you, i love you mummy ^^.

Mon amour pour toi est éternel.

your presence was all that i need.

i'll fine tonight.

2009-12-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

i'm back from work/shoopping not long ago.
hahaha! had been rotting at home for like 3 days.
like omfg la, tsk tsk! :@
okay, morning prepare and off to work, but before that
dearest came and look for me and say wanna follow me go.
alright, wait-ed for fucking long la plus i'm sweating -.-
then reached work place skip skip.
and i like this little girl, she's super cute la (:
after that, had dinner with aunt and uncle.
super funny talked with aunt. She told us alot.
had been thinking about what she say.
so left and when JP walk around then hsh.

you didn't even bother to
and why should i bother so much?
but imy.

all along is only my illusions.

2009-12-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

okay, maybe i shouldn't go on haitus. :/
well, so sorry people if i've rejected your date.
anyway, i don't what to blog already.
/- 12 Dec -
GB farewell party.
13 Dec -
orchard with mom, 313 summerset.
15 Dec -
Eileen's birthday :>
17-18 Dec -
Taking back result, *gosh, ):
okay, i'm off to work right nowwwwwwww.
you mean nothing to me.

tell me, that the path is still long.
you told me, you'll be there when i needa you.
all those were your fucking lies.
why do i keep beliving in you,
when you hurt me again and again.
The tears that I fall, mean nothing at all.
Well, I don't like living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might find somebody worthy
Well, I don't like living under your spotlight
Maybe if you treat me right, you won't have to worry

you know nothing, do you?

2009-12-08T13:43:00.001+08:00

alright, just a short post before i go.
serioulsy, flu is killing me ):
it's suck big time, tsk!
mummy say, can't go anywhere, if i haven't recover, :@
well, i think i'll alright soon :]
so okay, bye! short and sweets.
should i go on hiatus?

it'll never be too late,
boy, prove them wrong.
maybe he's right, maybe he's not.
prove them you are not that kind of person.

because it isn't yours.

2009-12-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

fuck, yesterday i wasted everyone trip, ):
wake up, perpare then down to meet dearest first.
headed to washroom then meet (y) and his friend.
they look freaking fierce, ang kong here and there, :
then eat then arcade, don't know do what la.
then was already late -.- so train to bugis to meet pam friend.
plan to watch movie, but i had something cop up.
end up never meet, and i even make them had a little misunderstanding.
i'm super sorry, D:
then went to arcade again, around 5 cab back home.
saw them in cab already, but they end up follow me ._.
3 person help me wave cab, that's sweet, :B
funny during one part. HAHAHA.
ok, i'm lazy to post now.
mummy was being so unreasonable.
do you know what i like,
do you know what i dislike,
do you really understand me,
do you know how i feel,
have you every sapre that thoughts for me?
i guess you knew nothing about me.
you had never truly undersatnd how i felt.
i'm lost for now.
/- i don't need a shoulder.
should stay at and for now, flu is killing me.
urg! :@

that moment, my heartbeat went fast.
that feeling was so weird.
Be gentle, my heart is fragile.

Meaningless

2009-12-04T20:40:00.001+08:00

i'm back from work.
and gosh, think i gonna fall sick soon, );
because of the weather, flu and sore throat, urg! :@
okay, before headed to work was on phone with dearest.
and i saw chingyen at bus, ^^. heh.
then reached work place, fucking cold ~
did really nothing much, just taught that china woman english, ._.
laugh! ok, i off to get some rest niaoooo, :/
baixxzxzxz :D
/-Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word
Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every drop of thunder
Only makes me stronger
On the inside

you won't label that.

move on and where do i go.

2009-12-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

daily routine, as usual.

was on phone again.

you seems not so happy than before, why?

cheer up okay, my dear.

now and then, things became more clearer and different

If only, replay back all those.

-/I don't have to tell you what it's like

Day's with out you by my side

They run together

Like stormy weather

In the Summertime

And I don't have to tell you how it feels

To wake up in the night without you here

So wrap your arms around me

Show you how you miss me

Say you know how I feel

Stay a little longer

Move a little closer

Stay until you forget to leave

Don't think my heart could take it

Every time you go and break it

The thought of losing you means losing me

When goodbye is too hard to say...Stay

You don't have to look into my eyes

To know how I feel tonight

Smiling on the outside

Dying on the inside

To keep you here

You don't have to say another word

You should know your thoughts can be heard

Yeah, every time you kiss me

I know you really want me

To help you change your mind

Stay a little longer

Move a little closer

Stay until you forget to leave

Don't think my heart could take it

Every time you go and break it

The thought of losing you means losing me

When goodbye is too hard to say...

StayOh...Stay

time don't wait fot you.

no one know how i feel.

Because i don't give that effing damn/

2009-12-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

alex evans he's fucking hot! :D
oh boy, his blue eyes melt my heart, (smoochiex.)
heh, alright. back to topic.
yesterday night was on phone again with dearest, :D
and after awhile, (Y) call in.
he bloody sound like someone. ):
well, his friend was very noisy la. :/
after awhile, he kup. then me and dearest talk till 2.
then sleep. and i wake up at 8.
damn fuck early la, cos' my brother fault ):<
wash up, perpare things and so on.
then headed to meet dearest then to work.
so, i'm dead beat today, ): keep yawning.
maybe i should catch some sleep now.
bye babe. (L)

maybe is only the matter of time.

Unable to guess

2009-12-01T21:57:00.001+08:00

yesterday night was awesome! :D
was talking on the phone till around 12 or rather 1 am.
i'm not really that sure :/
although yesterday i'm feeling very down.
heh, thanks dearest for being there.
Trying very hard to make me smile and laugh.
and i really did. HAHAHAHA, love you ttm la. (smoochiex.)
feeling much better after that. :>
hahaha, then msging till phone jitao went flat >:(
then sleep.
-/today, was on phone with dearest again, :D
before heading to work. HAHAH, sweet.
and then, my mood was totally spoilt by this 2 bitch!
mother fucker, damn this two china woman.
okay, i'm not being so racist la.
when i enter the shop, they bloody ka my jiao wei behide my back.
__ (N) leh. is like knnb eh kpo cannot anot.
fuck back to your contries la. hypocrite only, :@
zzz, bloody ass. then never mind. after awhile still smile smile to me.
like W.T.F la duh, -.-
LOL, then waited for peiying'babe to come.
after that, headed to jp, gek poh to settle our dinner then home.
and someone just ask me if i wanna watch new moon.
LOL, is new moon nice? heh.
okay, i'm going off niaoxzxz. baixzxzxz! :D

you aren't coming back, ):
got to face that reality my dear.

Reminiscence.

2009-11-30T10:14:00.000+08:00

okay, so here's are some of the picture during grad night, not all but some.

the dancefloor was the best ttm, :D :D

okay, so enjoy, i'm off to work, bye.

tag me more, (:

perhaps, i'm not.

What lies between us?

2009-11-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

ok, i still get my lazy ass out of the house today.
went to bugis with mummy, peiying'babe and her mummy :D
train over there, headed to OG as they wanna get their things.
then had dinner. then headed to bugis brought things.
happy like what only, tsk! ;B
heh, walk around, daddy came and fetch us.
otw back home, phone with dearest.
home, wash up. and i'm here nowwwww, (;
later phone again with dearest :D
okay, i'm done post right niaoxzxzxz.
baixzxz poeple, and goodnight (silly bum).
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight

♥; Because some words should left unsaid.

you're the wrong man for the job.

2009-11-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

well, guess today shall rot at home.
i'm lazy to get my ass out of the house.
tsk! someone reminded me of something. (:
should i or shouldn't i?
urg, idk. okay. forget it. :/
okay, i'm lazy to post niaooo.
biazxzx.

-I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry-

♥; i somehow miss silly bum right nowwwww, );
you this idoit bastard, better work hard okay.
then you'll be going for your ns already. D:
loves and misses, (L)

Your words make my day

2009-11-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

A day out with my peiying'babe (L).
First, headed to expo to get things.
tsk! idk what's wrongs with the people surrounding la.
like duh ._. and i saw leslie there ^^V
lol, after that headed to tampanise mall to look for things.
then headed to tampanise one had frolicks (:
then to topman. brought things then train to bugis.
as she wanna see/buy her holga camera.
but when we reach, that shop didn't open.
well so, headed back, puff and plan to bus back.
but didn't, so cab to jp as peiying'babe wanna find her friends.
but somehow, she chance upon her daddy friends.
i swear that lady look damn young and pretty. (:
and her daughter is cute, ^^. heh.
walk around then home. saw chingyen too, pretty :>
tml, i wanna go sintua lehhhhh. but daddy say i keep going out.
fuck. urg! w.ever. ok, bye.

♥; silly huns, promise that i never angry la.
hahaha, you damn cute la. (;
next time see me, must gave me sweet ah.
laughs, me miss you nowwwwwwwwww, ):
and and, work hard okay. :B
love ya. XxX

i party like a rockstar.

2009-11-26T12:34:00.000+08:00

*sorry, picture will be upload soon on my next post, (;
yesterday, prom night was great! :D
but heels are killing me, ):
pain ttm la. w.t.f/ bth. okay.
So yesterday, suppose to meet eileen at her house first.
didn't bus down to her house, instead i cab down.
yes, cause of the pain, (like knnb eh pain). i swear.
so reached. make up, touch up and off to st house.
some guys were already there. blahblah, and headed to Jp.
waited for, i.d.k who, super long la. leg were already in pain.
So nevermind. then think all reach already and went to safra.
otw to there, was funny i swear. reached there, so many people.
kay, skip some. had perform things and so on.
i like the last part, dance floor :>
whole class went up stage and dance. like clubbing la.
fun and great! (; had group photo and class photo.
and left, went to lapak. and ask mummy to fetch me home.
reach home, wash up. talk on the phone with dearest awhile.
then sleep. (;
and i'm going to work later on.
tag more uh. bye :B

♥; you told me, you'll protect me.
you told me, because of me, you won't scared of everything.
you told me lies. you gave me emtpy promise.
and has been days since we had been msging each other.
i wonder what's going on. you left me alone.
sigh, forget it. you mother fucker -'-

like a nightmare.

2009-11-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday post was quite crap, ._.
LOL. anyways.
24/11-
Meet eileen together with my girls
to get our nails done. (:
damn fucking chio la can, i like. :D
heh. headed back to JP.
walk around, to get our things.
then, settle down to have our dinner.
then headed to coffee bean after that.
HAHAHA! jokes and laughter began.
super funny. wait for those guys.
talk awhile then headed home.
wash-up, and K-O after that.
lol, and and laterrrrrrr prom night! :D
geeexzxzxz! :>
alright. picture will upload soonnnn uh, (:
ohh ya, i'm so into this song, remedy

♥; No more poison killin' my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancin' is my remedy, remedy, oh
Stop, stop prayin' cause I'm not, not playin'
I'm not frozen, dancin' is my remedy, remedy oh
Move while you're watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy, oh, oh, oh
Move while you're watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy, oh, oh, oh

What hurts the most

2009-11-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow 25'09 :D
we'll share the joy! (;
nights all~ :]

♥; You know when you break up with someone?
You go through that "I suppose i wasn't good
enough for him" stage?
Well it's not worth saying because chances
are you were too good for him.
And he couldn't handle that,
But darling don't worry, because you'll find boy
that when he has you. He'll do everything to keep you.
Because your too good to let slip away, (;
Sometimes it's tough being a girl.
If you hate a pretty girl, people will think that
you're jealous.
If you like an older guy, people will call you a slut.
Whenever you get into an argument with your best friend,
No one will care and say, oh we'll be friends tomorrow.
And when you fall for the right person.
Everyone else thinks he's wrong for you.
You wanna know what the truth is?
I still love you and i'll probably love you for a very long time,
But i can't just be your friend.
Because as much as i enjoy concept of being "just friends"
In reality it's a bizarre from the torture.
And i'm not willing to participate in it.
So right now, all i want to do is move on and get over you.
And the only way for me to do, that is not to be aorund you anymore.
Have you wonder which hurts the most:
Saying somethings and wishing you had not OR saying nothing.
And wishing you had?
i'm tired of your pretty lies and your false hope.
You tell me, you love me.
Then break my heart over and over again.
You love knowing you have that magic spell over me,
Knowing you can hurt me and break me makes you happy.
First you make me happy and smile,
Then the next min you made me cry.
Idk why, i love you.
i'm just a fool perhaps an idiot.
But everytime i look into those eyes, i feel like you care.
But in the end, you're just another heartless fucker.
I woke up this morning, and played our song.
And through my tears i sung along.
I pick up my phone and then put it down.
Cause i know, i'm wasting my time.
I remember everything.
And it seems like you just forgot.
Stop the heartsbreaks.
Rewind the good times.
Pause that unforgettable moments.
And play the best moments.

Was it just being a substitute?

2009-11-22T20:30:00.001+08:00

I've enough of everything! Yes everything.

I don't really care anymore, a perfect person without love, :D

HAHA! What a joke, -.- alright.

Went to Lot 1 then to Jp brought things. Then went home.

There's really nothing much for me to post now, :/

Ohh, 3 more days left! And before that i'm going to

zeng my naked nails! :> heh, alright, i'll just stop here.

my cbox look so dead ~ ._.

♥; I've tried. But nothing seems to be different.

My mind seems to wonder around, urg! Idk what i'm thinking

now. ):

The hottest love has the coolest end.

2009-11-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

went to work with pam and zhi jun, (:
saw kendra'honey at JP ^^V heh, gave her hug
and went off. lots of laughter inside the bus (;
and saw jared too :/
reach there, start work and went to have lunch.
headed back shop, some sot of things happen.
headed to wcp, i swear was being super retarted inside one of the shop.
keep laughing non-stop. like crazy, ._.
then walk around and headed back to shop,
and was ask to leave first. So we went to JE.
walk around, went in shop again. laugh like some crazy people.
HAHAHA. "turkey jokes" make our day. :X
went to have dinner, and bus back to gek poh.
as i'm meeting mummy and co there.
saw peiying'babe :D chat with her.
then went to coffee shop and saw kaising, :>
walk aorund, and waited for brother and HSH.
/- few more days left :D
alright, ciao ciao <:

♥; i shouldn't have believe in YOU! fuck, and now i feel like
i'm very very hopeless. fuck fuck fuck! i hate YOU.
yea, your lies. your fucking lies suck hardcore -.-
i won't be there anymore, goodbye love (':

Take me to your candy shop.

2009-11-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

18/11 -

meet up with dearest in the morning.

then headed to my work place, brought tibits there too, :B

almost all the time, slacking. tsk!

LOL, (y) was super funny, make me laugh like don't know what only.

HAAHA! then had lunch. went back, play some lame games?

super funny. after that. had dinner and HSH (:

inside the bus, was damn super cool ~ D:

reach home, wash up. K-O. (so sorry, if i didn't reply your msg, :/)

/-today didn't went to work, as mummy ask me to accompany grandma

to hospital for checkup. then headed over to red hill there eat.

(y) say i'm too hyper to go there eat, tsk! ._.

lmao. then HSH. super restless la.

okay, bye! :D tag more.

♥; The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

Paranoid.

2009-11-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

So, just a short post. and i'm going off to work, (;
Things had been change. Longer the same.
As times goes by, i forget that thought, and move on.
But there's still a part of memories, which still cling on to me.
And idk why. Maybe, there's someday. i'll forget it.
Yesterday night. was a bad night. i've no idea why would
i've to cry myself to sleep. :/
Well, i don't wish emotional to take over me.
I've to be strong to walk through this obstacle (':
Alright, i shall stop here. Bye! :>
A few more days to go, i can't wait! :B

♥; Everybody makes mistakes. I also make them. But the biggest mistake I ever made was falling for you.

Who will i run to?

2009-11-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

today mood was down, >:
not my day i guess. very terrible ):<
urg! nevermind. forget it.
oh, and i miss lovelies ):
silly hun, misses you too, :D
heh. alright. bye , <:

♥; ): you're not even mine& why am i afraid to lose you.
idk, i had this terrible feeling. it feel so sucks! >:

Sexy Bitch.

2009-11-16T09:44:00.003+08:00

look like i've nothing to post about.
lol, heh. anyway, (good luck for you :D )
alright, tag me more! ;]
bye!

/- edited, 10.16

work, and dearest came to look for me. :D
went to eat after that. headed back.
feeling so cold ~! );
after that, leen call up and she she wanna came over.
wait for her. then she came with zihao, weian, junkit.
help her do. then went over to Jp to have dinner.
walk around and HSH (;
and i'm super duper tired now. *yawns
alright, ciao :D

♥; althought your words make me move a little
but, i can't fall deeper for you, sigh. ):

Told you so.

2009-11-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

went to, JP> Clarke Quey> Orchard> JP

like duh, so tired. ):

got to catch some sleep already, lol.

heh, hahaha, w.liyun, like finally saw you again, C:

haha, miss you uh. alright. got to go. :D

bye! (; miss me uh. laugh.

To, ... -

hey, you're? and you want it for? :/

you made a fool out of everyone

2009-11-13T11:00:00.002+08:00

changed my link, (:
so people, relink me okay? http://that-lastdance.bs
tyvm. ( tons of love) :D
hahah, had been busy recently. guess i had pass.
idk, well short post. bye! :D

PS/ i miss everyone in clique. ):

I kissed a girl

2009-11-11T20:31:00.003+08:00

9/10 -

work, and ah dear and ah dar came to look for me, geeezxzx! C:

like happy only, laugh! :X

went off with them, had dinner together.

then bus back to jp, talk like there's no tomorrow, :D

HAHAHA! around 9 plus, brought sushi and HSH.

10/10 -

work, peiying'babe and cheyling'aiai came to for me.

they wanna be my model. so help them then accompany them to wcp.

after that, see them cab home. then after awhile HSH (:

11/10-

work, and ah dar came to look for me, after collecting phone.

ask ah dar be my model, laugh.

ohh, i hate that fucking china woman, -'-

what a ~@!$#@^%*^&(&#$ fuck manxzxzxzz.

alright, after that HSH (:

♥; maybe you're contented with w.ever you've now, ):

Je'taime

2009-11-10T10:27:00.004+08:00

Just one look in the mirror

And I know I don't look the same being alone

I don't walk the same without you on my arm,

I lost my charm

I don't know how I made it before

Cuz you are my future for sure

And now that it's over I dont know how I'm gonna get by..

With no more you,

What am I gonna do?

with no more you..

To see me through,with no more you

What am I gonna do?

with no more you

Can't believe there's no more you..

I look at my passenger side

And there's nobody to ride with me for life

It feels like the end, I lost my friendI can't sleep at night,

Because your side ain't occupied

The hurt in my eyes, won't go away

I'm in so much pain..

With no more you,

What am I gonna do?

there's no more you..

To see me through,with no more you

What am I gonna do?

there's no more you

Can't believe there's no more you..

Don't know if I can make it or not..

Everybody sees that I'm going through a lot

It's hard being alone,When you used to be on top

Call for you, there's no more youI stop for a minute then I pinch myself

I can't believe I'm here by myself

I can't do anything without your help.

Call for you, there's no more you..Ohhh

With no more you

What am I gonna do?

there's no more you

To see me through,with no more you

What am I gonna do?

there's no more you

Can't believe there's no more you..No more you

What am I gonna do,there's no more you

To see me through,

No more you..

What am I gonna do,

there's no more you

Can't believe there's no more you.

\kay, just a ramdom short post (-:

it's akon - no more you, pretty nice uh. :>

alright, done. tag more okay.

Is was never easy than i thought.

2009-11-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

A day to sentosa, :>
to meet up with dearest (insert heart)
is like so 8765168751 years to see them.
and me saw peifang'baobei at inter, gave her a big hug.
me miss you lehhh ): tsk! HAHAHA :]
okay, back to point.
feeling so awkward at first, because things had happen around us.
then blahblah, reach vivo went to giant.
brought liquors. then off to sentosa.
after that, had a h2h talk with pam.
then now, everything was fine now right? (':
laughs, our promise ;>
then was playing some game.
face went red. then i was abit sieh.
LOL, play around. went to wash up.
had a bad headache ): guess i drink too much
without eating anything, walk around.
then back to beach again. built something.
which look like cake, hah.
then train home.
urg! the pain is killing me. ):<
picture will do the talking.
ciao ciao (:

-To you- (:

we've been throught thick and thin together,

but nothing can seems to separate us.

after that quarrel, we're back to one again.

4 years of friendship shouldn't gone just like that,

is a waste, if it is gone.

well, people out there you may think that

i'm crazy or what.

a little like this, later like that, (urg! forget it, don't know how to put in words)

if you know what i meant.

LOL. okay. here's a little post to delicate to you. (:

be honor alright?, laughs. kidding.

Two is better than one.

2009-11-06T21:09:00.001+08:00

well well, look like i've abandon my blog uh. :
HAHAHA! and i got nothing to blog about. >:
i wanna change my link, should i?
urg! idk :/
oh ya, i want to watch this ;<

ok. tata, i'm done, :D
baiizxzxzxzxz! smoochie. :*

♥;So what if it hurts me
So what if i break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about other pain infront of me
Cause im just tryna be happy, yea
Just wanna be happy! :'>

That drama, I dont want it anymore

2009-11-03T18:03:00.003+08:00

31/10-

Went to escape for halloween. like decide for last min can.

laugh, nevermind, i still enjoy (: oh, yes. meet my babe first.
is like so long we did go put together, ):

so went over to give her hug,

then wait for the rest to came over.

train over and went to eat first.

and walk over to escape.

like cool only la, those people. HAHAHA!

i miss this girl ttm la ):

1/11 -

2/11-

went to buy last thing of our graud night.

went to vivo then to fareast, then trian home.

reach home, dead beat.

3/11-

went over to poly to see doctor.

and i saw eileen there, (:

then home.

you, you, you and YOU!

i fucking HATE YOU,

you're just a pest in my life!

you don't have to ask who am i referring to

nor think who am i telling to.

because you're the one i'm referring to. -'-

buhbyes! lovelies, (L)

sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

2009-10-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

dreams wont' came true right? hope so :'<
well well, today is halloween! yay, rock it.
blah. i've nothing much to post, mood is totally so sucks today.
idw, everyting will be fine after that, :>
alright, bye bye. tag more la people. *insert sad face.

♥; Every night I rush to my bed
with hopes that maybe I`ll get a chance to see you when
I close my eyes, i'm goin` out of my head
Lost in a fairytale

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

2009-10-28T10:00:00.001+08:00

yesterday, suppose to meet 1.30 at JE inter.
but somehow change the place as eileen wanna do her thing.
so well, accompany her, then went to eat then train to bugis first.
brought high heels and eyeleashes. then walk around for the guys shoe.
then bus to orchard to shop for other thing. plan to have dinner.
but mummy call and rush me back, -.- so didn't have dinner.
cab back home. wash up everything. and K-O after that.
am so tired la.
bye! :D

♥; look what you've done.

Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

2009-10-26T16:45:00.001+08:00

awhhh, i miss everyone in 4T1 ):
tsk, i want halloween la.
like fun only. hahagaga.
first and second blog song is thai. niceeee :D
so random.
bye! :>

My night has become a sunny dawn because of you.

2009-10-25T20:35:00.003+08:00

went to orchard today with weian and jun kit, (:
walk around ion, like cool only aye, HAHAHA! keep walk round and round.
lmao, because of weian, ._. tsk! don't know how to say him la.
then after that walk to fareast to find eileen, :>
so long didn't see her la, me miss youuuuuu, :(
brought something from her, then don't know where to go,
so i suggest to eat, which idk the place at where, then blahbah,
leave the place and went to cine, eat and plan to watch movie,
but somehow drop the idea and for pool instead.
feeling so weird. i prefer arena :] play around 10-15 min ?
then left. cause like so boring, so anyhow walk, then train home.
reach outuram, then junkit suggest wanna go vivo anot,
then they like want go don't want go, so i help them decide by counting down.
weian faster walk out, then he elbow me, tsk! :/ lmao.
didn't walk around vivo, went up to skypark.
boring like shyt, no life. :/ then train home after that.
ask them accopany me sit one round, hahaha.
baddie la they, don't let me alight at my stop. keep blocking me, ):<>
ps, no picture for today.
&& happy belated birthday junkit, :D

disappointment.

2009-10-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

m'disappointed, i've been giving out chances every time
and all you do is let me down. sinces you don't wanna care anymore.
then why should i?! you're just a fuckard jerk.
awhhh, wanted to change my link. i'm still thinking :>
ciao ciao :B

Sing me lullaby.

2009-10-21T11:23:00.001+08:00

had been neglecting my blog, awhhh. ):
oh, wanted to go Halloween! geezxzxz, like cool only uh.
hahaha, well. nothing much to post about, bye!
short and sweet :>

♥; lost the sense.

i've lost to her.

2009-10-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

i miss you. i miss them. i miss everyone.
meet me fast ok, babe. love you :*
i know very random ~ :x

♥; oh boy, you numb my sense, lock up my feeling.
turn my life upside down and went away.
now i'm left with this big mess.

Be satisfies on what you've now and never be regret.

2009-10-15T09:38:00.001+08:00

awhhhh, thought of cutting my fringe to M.
but, will be weird. should i or shouldnt i?
ahhhh, idk :/ i guess the answer is no?
idk.idk.idk. i'm still thinking. w.ever it is.
and i want go shopping spree! (:
shop till drop. HAHAHA!
well, i'm done. bye.
ps, comment on i should cut my fringe :>

♥; Nobody know what they got, until they lost it.

♥, here we go again.

2009-10-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

♥, smile because it happen

i want this, DSLR. >:
mummy get this for me! :@
hah, well. change blog songs and skin.
and still i'm not satisfice with this skins, awhhh. :/
so random. ._.
bitch out there, stop stalking my blog and get a life.
you're so lifeless. :

♥; some where, some how. i had not gotten over you. ):

♥, needless.

2009-10-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

a trip to pulau ubin, :>

♥, Dear god.

2009-10-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

Finally, N's level is all over :>

super duper happy, no more school as well, hah.

well, i'll still miss school. )':

today is the last paper, after that,

went over to 4 plus there brought hair dye.

and when up eileen house. hahahaa, had so much fun.

play around. then awhile help her do something.

then wash up. she's going pool and i'm going home.

yay! tomorrow going pula ubin with clique. heh.

alright, ciao ciao. :> tag more (:

♥; not getting any where.

♥, If time represent everything and everything is a lie.

2009-10-03T10:40:00.001+08:00

If i choose to;

thur, lesson was fine! (:
did nothing much, but was bored during lesson,
after school, stay back to arrange the table, then again.
stay back to play to block catching. HAHAHAHA.
funny! :B then after awhile headed to have bbt then KFC.
ate and when home.
fri, last day of school yo! :D *gins
hahahaha, but N's still haven't over yet :/
well, yesterday. was fun? lots of laughter during math lesson.
HAHAHAHA. then nothing much. home after that.
well, will be going on haitus! ); have to really buck up for N's already. BYE!
tag more uh :}

♥; oh boy, evrything went so wrong! )':

♥, after lies.

2009-09-30T15:33:00.002+08:00

-.- i look so unglum. tsk!
well, picture was taken at the last lesson, math :D
heh, was so funny during math. HAHAHAHA!
was very disturbing la. :/
today, school and lesson was fine, (:
had EP for 2 hours, but no more roller blades. So stay in class did nothing.
pretty bored. After that had CPA > recess > EBS > Maths > school ended >
Homed. and i'm going to mug for my studies now! bye (:
ps; What is happiness?

♥; there's no way we gonna turn back again.
everything seems to be diffrent from now.
nothing could rewind, not even the time-machine.

♥, can you change the full of hate to love?

2009-09-29T15:20:00.003+08:00

Fri, school was fine (: forget what i did already ;X
i remember that friday night, went over to imm that side
to do somethings, was some kind like pub. that's mummy told.
idk, then home at 2. and i k-o after shower.
sat, went over to had cousin b'day, happy 21 b'day! :D
had much fun, back then was pretty tired.
sun, didn't went out. as daddy had somethings going on.
so stay at home. had dinner in the nights.
monday blues ):
-today, was pretty alright, sigh, two weeks more.
then we'll be choosing our own path after the N's
we might even lost contact, but what ever it is,
we shall belive that we'll all achieve our goals and learn from
the mistakes that we once done.
alright, shall stop here then. :D

-well. you fucking irrtated me. you bastard.
damn childish la, 19 years old already leh. still play.
go play with your balls la. damn you! -'-
i can't understand why, had been trying hard over here.
yet, you keep doing all this. you're very fucking selfish!
damn selfish, go bang yourself and die la. useless person
with useless ball, ya, i may writing all this over here.
you may not get to see what i write. but all your useless friend do come here and
stalk people! NO SENSE OF SHAME! LET ME TELL YOU THIS.
FUCKING GET LOST OF MY SIDE, -.- -

♥,~~imissyou~~. ihateyou.

2009-09-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

♥, Where's the fullstop to my doubts?

Back to one square.

School was fine, self-study for the first lesson and i've think alot.

i've made up my mind, that's it.

study maths, then sci. HAHAHAHA, the 3 of us wrote our thing inside

the paper, then recess and EBS. was rather bored.

can't match table >:( tsk!

after school headed to bbt with clique, then they planned to play majong ?

didn't follow them, so bus back home, showerd then sleep (:

okay, end here. bye! :D

♥, fyi, everything seems to fine, w/o you :]

had been trying damn fcuking hard, i needa time. that's it.

2009-09-23T19:53:00.001+08:00

♥, Love dosen't last eternally,
but memories do last a life time.

monday, didn't visit grandma, as mummy say those uncle and aunties
wanna visit her. So went to ECP in the afternoon with cousin (:
pretty fun and tired. Amanda is cute to the max la. *insert hearts.
heh, played around and went over to visit grandma at the night,
damn funny, i swear. after that, headed to settle our lunch somewhere
near grandma place. and home, :]
tuesday, nothing muc happen i suppose, was pretty damn tired.
hah, then after school planned to stay back for studies,
so we headed to JP library. blah blah.
reached there, like no heart o study only. tsk.
so we keep talking and laughing. and someone's idea to play hide and seek
in the library, damn funny la. HAHAHAH. and was being so rather childish.
this few days. LOL. home after that.
-today, nothing much. again stay back in school to play block catching.
like funny only la. HAHAHAHA. played till damn tired then off to have bbt and slack.
after that hsh (:

♥, afterall.